Now he had been summoned to meet the king. He trembled at
the very thought. He had lived out these years in obscurity, away from the
attention of the court, and , ever since he was old enough to understand such
things, he had hoped that his existence was forgotten. He knew what kings did;
in order to secure their throne they would routinely kill all potential rivals.
To be the descendant of a previous king was to have a sentence of death hanging
over you. The only chance of living out your life in peace was to be overlooked
and forgotten about. He had dared to think, for a while, that he might have got
away with it. Now it seemed that his only hope was to plead for mercy. What
threat, after all, was a cripple to a king?
History was against him. The former king, Saul, was his
grandfather, and Saul, at first kindly disposed, had become the enemy of David,
the current king. How he had harried and harassed him! Once he had thrown a
spear at him. More than once he had ridden out into the wilderness, pursuing
David and his men, seeking to destroy them, even though David had never lifted
a hand against him. Mephibosheth shuddered at the memory of the tales he had
been told all his life – tales of anger and madness where the stubborn will of
a desperate king sought only destruction and despair. They were only tales
told, he had been only five when his grandfather, and his father, Jonathan, had
died in battle. He knew that David had written a famous lament for them; but he
also knew enough of the bitterness of life to know that it is easier to lament
the dead than to bear with the threat of the living.
But now there was no choice. The king’s men had come to
fetch him, and he must go with them. Doom and misery rode in his heart all the
length of the journey, and when he was brought into the king’s presence he fell
on his face in fearful homage. “Behold,
I am your servant!” he cried out, consumed by terror.
But the king was not stern at all. He had no desire to harm
Mephibosheth; instead, he wished to honour him. For him there would be no grim
dungeon or executioner’s sword. Instead, for the very sake of those whose connection
should have been his death warrant (namely his father and grandfather), he was
to receive great honour. The property of his family was restored to him, along
with servants to till the land for him, and he was to eat at the king’s table
all the days of his life. His eyes, which had remained dry from his
determination to hide his fear, now overflowed with tears of wonder. “Who am I that
you should show me such kindness?”
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