“What does a man do when he feels cornered? He runs
away if he possibly can, doesn’t he?”
The thought played over and over in his head. He knew there was a huge flaw somewhere in
his plan, but it was the best he could come up with. He knew that his God was
the God of Israel in particular, they were His chosen people, set apart to Him
forever in honour of their father Abraham. So, logically, if he moved far away
from Israel’s sphere, right to the edges of the known world, God would no
longer care about him, or pursue him with this impossible calling to go and
preach repentance to Israel’s worst enemy. Of course, no one had ever heard of
a prophet trying to flee the very God he was bound to, but what other God would
call a man to do something so contrary to His own people’s best interests?
That’s not the way it was supposed to be at all! There was no way this could
play out well. He knew that Israel was unfaithful to the covenant, he knew what
the Law had promised would happen if they were. So, he counted his options, one
hand against the other, either the Assyrians would not repent, in which case he
would have gone to all that humiliating trouble of preaching to Nineveh for
nothing, or else they would repent, and God would have mercy on them, and in
the fullness of time they would crush Israel with the armies of their malice.
By refusing to preach to them he had done the only thing he could for his
country, and now, worn out by the stress of it all, and rocked by the motion of
the ship, he fell asleep.
Some hours later, he was roughly wakened by a group of
terrified sailors. The ship was no longer gently rocking but pitching
violently, and he wondered how he had slept through the noise of wind and waves
and screeching timbers. When they drew lots and found that he was the reason
for this unnatural storm, he realized the truth. Of course there was a flaw in
his plans, God wasn’t going to let him off that easily – there was no escape.
He had disobeyed the Creator of the world, and the end was inevitable. He
persuaded them to throw him in the water (why should they die along with him?)
and the last thing he heard was their cries of amazement as the waters
immediately calmed.
But before he could sink into the oblivion of death, a
mighty fish appeared and swallowed him whole. It was a terrible salvation: the
pitch darkness, the nauseating smell, and only the noises of its physical
organs for company. It was a place where all a man’s pretensions and
self-delusion were ruthlessly stripped away, till he was left with nothing but
his broken prayers. But in this death there was life, and there was the light
of understanding to illuminate his darkness. “Those who cling to worthless
idols forfeit the grace that could be theirs,” he prayed, finally understanding
that even his love of his own people and nation could become idolatrous when it
got in the way of understanding that God wanted to extend His saving love to
all peoples and nations. And there was nowhere in the world that was far enough
to escape from God’s pursuing love.
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